I feel so odd lately, i feel happy but so hidden at the same time. I never know what to do with my self. Im incredibly stressed and I am just want it to all go away I cant handle it all at once, i just get to emotional and it all comes out at once. I have everything I need now, the friends the family the boyfriend but im just not comfurtable with my self at all. Such low confidence is the problem, god im worried about going into an exam with a bunch of people in the year below ! Never used to be like this, just the confidence has been knocked. Looking at people and thinking god damm it why cant I be like them? And thinking why am I so useless? Even though people think im confident as im always opening my mouth and getting my self into trouble thats just habbit. I just hate feeling all cooped up inside and so useless. Its just a big huffle and something I try not to think about to be honest as it just goes around and around, have you ever thought about something so much and then actually confused your self with the thinking? Do it all the time.