Somone told me today that I was lucky to have what I have in life. I realised that I am extremly lucky, I have a roof over my head, Beautiful friends and somone in my life that means so much to me. Everything else can be easly changed. Yet sometimes something clouds over that perfect view on life, something can come along and create a storm and the rain hammers down and makes it harder to see the sun coming through. But its there I know its there, part of me just wants to forget that it will be ok, because im so focused on the whats going to happen, what could happen, how will it happen I cant see anything else.